Hey Everyone,

So I know I'm a lil late but I finally saw The Passion of the Christ.  Not being the best Catholic, I figured it was my American duty to watch it.  My dad asked when he was passing through what my thoughts were of the movie.   I just kind of froze.  I didn't know what to say!  I sat there, marveled.   I guess it just made me think more then anything.

Anyways...So today was a fun day.  Caitlin and I drove over to Brittany's house were Travis' mom and I'm guessing his Stepfather (I really don't know what relation he was) picked us up and took us over to Katy Mills.  We had fun going around Jillian's.  I went to that one game where you stand up and have one of those vitual reality sets on, even though it like took a ton of points off your card.  It was fun and relaxing way to get all your anger out on the poor non-existent soldiers with my non-existent bullets.  Then we headed over to the air hockey tables were I just got whomped.  ugg....

From there we just around the mall until we got to Wilsor, where Caitlin, Brittany and I went around doing commentary on the dresses.  Lets just say that Barbie would be happy with most of their selections.  That or Jellyfishes! (lol Brittany).

So after we found that boring, we headed over to Hot Topic where Travis brought a pin.   That's it with that one.   Nothing more.  So we hopped back into their truck and headed over to Bennigans.  Lets just say that it was an experience by itself.  First off, our "waiter" (really it should be more like "waitress")  was just shy from being truly flamming.  *shiver*  Second, our food took forever to come out and it was really dry.  But it was really nice for Travis' mom to buy our food, so I didn't complain to their management about the quality of their services. 

So I'm back home, obviously, wondering what I'm going to do about this whole Homecoming date thing?!?!  I mean I really would like to go with this one guy but with me being my clique self, doesn't believe he even know I exist.  So I sit and hope.  Maybe....

Byers,

Amanda

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Hey Everyone,

Well I have been receiving complaints that I never get online or when I do, I always am idle or away.  So I thought that maybe instead of talking to me, you guys can just read about what I've posted though I have to warn you guys that i am not so sure how many times I'm going to post this thing.  But I'm giving it a shot!

So I really don't want to post a lot of things about me on the internet b/c 1) most of the people that are going to read this are my friends and they know all of it and 2) I don't want any prev to read this and start making it their life's goal to stalk young girls. But I'll try to write what I feel about things and I apoligize in advance if anything I wrote has hurt you.  If this occurs please tell me so I can make amends.

Well I guess I should start off by telling about what I did today.  I woke up late and just sat around all day watching the Surreal Life on VH1.  It's kinda funny since its about 6 celebs stuck in a house and have to complete tasks.  I mean its a total rip off of Real Life except it has burnt out celebs that are trying to make a come back by acting stupid on camera. 

O well...    Then Brookes (sorry if I misspelled it, you'll soon find that I'm a horrible speeler) called asking if Caitlin and I would like to go to Laser Tag.  So around 8, Grant and Brookes came and pick us up and talked about band basically the whole way there.  We are such band geeks even though some of us get pissed off because of certain people.  Anyways, we get there and we end up going into a game with just us and 2 brothers.  The little brother kept  following me and shooting me. So i finally had to make a truce with him to stop it but the lil bastard kept shooting 5 mins later.  We ended up playing 2 games and then we headed over to Starbucks and then to Grant's house to watch a movie.  We first started with The Texas Chain Saw Massacre but then after about 15 mins in we decided to switch to Silence of the Lambs but only got to the menu screen of the dvd when we decided to once again switch over to American Pie 3.  Lets just say that I dont recommend that movie to anyone since Caitlin and I ended up covering our eyes for partically the whole movie since the producers decided that naked stripper girls will boust sales from the horny male community.  Besides all that, it was a fun time hanging out with them.

I would like to now go a side note here for a second and address the issue about my sister.  First off, I would just like to say that I don't care if she reads any of my entries and that she can form what ever kind of opinion she wants.  With that said, I would like to say that I love my sister very much and that even if she doesn't see it, that I always have the best interests at heart.  Now to the public.  I am tired of hearing about how to be a better sister to Caitlin because she may have told you that I was a bad sister for doing this or that over some stupid lil thing.  Caitlin sometimes like to stretch some things if we get in a lil arguement especially when she had a bad day at school or something.  But it really pisses me off when I'm told that I need to change to better Caitlin's lil mood swings.  I'm also kinda of mad that since Caitlin has come to high school, that all of my friends have abandoned me to hang out with her.  Or that one particular "friend" of mine, none doesn't even talk to me anymore but know seems to be really good friends with Caitlin.  Just because I can't get online doesnt mean that I don't exist anymore.  I try to start a convo by saying "hey" or "sup?" when I see this "friend" in the hall but I feel like I get blown off.  I told you that I felt like a sister to you and that I trusted you, and now I don't even know you.  I mean what did I do?  Are you mad at me for saying my views on the matter of you going out with her?  What is it?

I find it better to stand back and listen.  Maybe some people have noticed but this year, I have found myself to be more preserved and more of a wall flower then the "out there" amanda.   You find out a lot more about people if you stand back and watch.  You learn about them and yourself, learning what is acceptable and unacceptable.  If that doesn't make sense then I'm sorry.  

I'm getting pretty tired and I guess I'll head in for the night.  So I'll TTULATZ everyone!

Byers,

Amanda